The most frustrating thing happened today - I rang to chase the rather-too-quiet recruitment agents to see what the current situation was (i.e. give them a boot up the arse), and after not reaching my agent the first few times, I let the phone ring through until someone else picked up so I could leave a message. Except it turns out my agent left the company a couple of weeks ago .... which must have literally been a few days after I went for my meeting.
Sooooooooo ..... current situation is that I am on the books for the agent covering West London, who got me the interview with England Rugby, but apparently no one in the Central London team is looking at my cv. I was promised a call back from that team this afternoon to establish a new contact. Nada.
Basically, this means that I'm rather too close to being right back at square one and without an agent *insert scream of frustration here*. I'm giving them one last call tomorrow morning to try and sort this mess out, but I've rather lost confidence in them right now, so I've already started asking around friends in the same business for any recommendations they have for actual, decent agents. Better luck next time, huh?
So whilst all this job-hunting rubbish is going on, I remain pretty much trapped at my dad's house, at least during the week. I can't plan anything in case I need to hoof it to London on short notice for meetings / interviews. I can't really afford to spend any more money as I'm going through my new savings with alarming speed. And. I'm. Bored.
Good things: it's taken me until today (Wednesday) to use up all my weekly flex points on Weightwatchers. This is something of a victory, as I've usually done that by Saturday or Sunday (for a week which starts on Friday). I know, I know - the point of the flex points usually is to not use all of them at all, but ... well ... I'm just never that strict with myself. So I'm celebrating my victories where I can find them. I also channelled all this afternoon's frustration into another ruthless bout of decluttering, and shovelled 3 bin bags and an old hi-fi into the car to jettison at the tip. I can almost see some of my bedroom floor now; a minor miracle, I can tell you.
Bad things: I have to yell at agents tomorrow morning, or rather try really hard not to yell at them, whilst simultaneously eliciting some sign of life from them. Testing .... really testing. And I still have way too much stuff which I need to declutter - even after the 5 bags of trash, 3 bags of donations to the charity shop and the hi-fi - my belongings are definitely breeding when I'm not looking. Oh yeah - and I just found out today that my bonus from my ski season, which I could really do with right about now, is coming 2 weeks later this year, so won't be arriving in my bank account until the end of the month, not the end of next week. Ugh.
Aims for the end of the week: some progress on any or all of the job hunt, the scales and the uncovering of the floor in my room. And tomorrow I'm going to go and spend the afternoon with a harassed new-mummy friend, and we'll compare which of us slowly going more insane. Probably over cake.
That is all.
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