Friday, 11 September 2009

Mood - self-pity, rage and why me?

Serioulsy - I could cry. In fact, I already did, but that was pain-related.

Woke up this morning with my back feeling way better, but my hip in burning agony. And in this case, agony is very nearly not an over-statement. Hence the tears. It feels like the worst cramp, except it's not exactly the muscle. I literally can't sit. I can just about lie down comfortably if I spend 5 minutes working out where my leg goes so it doesn't hurt. Standing and walking is difficult. I'm just on the phone waiting to try and make an appointment to see the doctors as I don't know what I should be doing, or whether I should continue to take the Diazepam, or rest, or try and move around.

Total nightmare.

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